March 26th
1911
Temporary
morgue
Rose knew.
Of course
she knew.
The whole
city had seen the flames,
had seen
the men and women sobbing,
had seen
the sons and daughters leaping
their
clothing on fire as they struck cement.
But she
had hoped.
Oh, God,
she had hoped.
It was
Shabbat and he was going
to see
her after sundown.
She
waited and prayed,
and when
he didn't come, she knew.
Of course
she knew.
They led
her through the room,
filled
with bodies blackened
or
twisted,
bones at
every angle.
Some had
parents
brothers,
cousins
children
weeping
over them.
Some were
alone
as people
filed past.
Box 34.
It was
the ring that caught her eye
like the
one on her finger. She took the hand--
what was
left of a hand
and she
knew.
The body
was nothing like her Joseph
charred
beyond recognition.
Oh, God,
she would never kiss his lips.
Her
breath caught in her lungs
and she
tasted ash,
could
feel heat on her skin.
The
screaming that had echoed in the square
echoed in
her ears.
She
stared at what was left
of his
face.
"Joseph,"
she said
when the
attendant asked who he was.
"Oh,
God, he was only twenty-two."
The man
nodded, wrote
something
on a tag.
"His
watch, do you have his watch?"
He
nodded, and handed Rose a box.
Fitting,
his last tie to home would be
her last
tie to him.
She
cradled it in her hands, pulled out
his
pocket watch, all he owned of value,
and
opened it, gently, as he had.
The glass
was cracked
the hands
unmoving
and from
the opposite side beamed her face.
Like
glass, her heart splintered.
She sank
to her knees, sobs tearing at her throat,
and
understood wanting sackcloth and ashes.
She
wanted to keen her grief to the heavens.
She
wanted to rip her shirtwaist and wail
How
could this happen?
Oh,
God, we were to be married in June.
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